Tuesday, October 31, 2017

Tell Me, Darling, Who's Doing the Talking? And Then, Who's Not?



Wilton, New Hampshire




Tell Me, Darling, Whos's Doing
the Talking?  And Then, Who's Not?
                               

...what remains
is the heart, its choke a small reminder to be mindful
lest we go too far
for flavor.
                                                Jorie Grahm
                                                An Artichoke for Montesquieu


What I want to know is how the heart
got to be choke and welcome and when choke
got to be an opening of a vein-

line to fuel.  I’m telling you I’m the first
to admit I’m as naïve as kindness
in its simplest form: how when the poet,

quiet, pulls back the petals of the vegetable
in her hand to get to the heart
all the while loving each peaked piece,

sucking each leaf, all along warning me
not to go too far, not to mar the perfect
knot raw and trembling (somehow

I miss this the first time) in the palm of her hand.
I’m sure all those among us say
at one time or other it wasn’t supposed

to happen this way--such a cliché--I was
happy I am happy, but of all the fruit in the orchard this
is the one that’s picked:

                                and it’s early in the morning
                                and she’s not allowed to be
                                here so she’s had to sneak out
                               
                                and the night all the nights up
                                until now are shivery kinds
                                of nights, especially the hottest

                                and all the clouds conspire
                                the palm
                                the open cheek

                                the pull
                                the helpless letting go
                                (but...

                                                and the only resistance
                                                is skin
                                                is thinning armor

                                                is the wish for a quick knife
                                                is the sigh under pressure
                                                when that knife

                                                and the next sigh
                                                startle and penetrate
                                                at the same time

                                                and afterwards
                                                if we survive, a nick
                                                of a scar

                                                where the corner
                                                of the lip turns from top
                                                to bottom just there

                                                on the horizon
                                                before a tongue
                                                before blood beads

yes--believe me when I say
I am naïve
I have never even touched

the ground
but oh the dew in the night
yes and the wet breath

against me....

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