Thursday, April 14, 2016

Looking at Life




Looking at Life

            There’s guys in here who
                        guys in here, listen, there's
                        guys in here

                        when you suck in
                        that mouth of shit
                        trash talk
                        and just in time
                        wipe your lips

                        you’ll hear
                        their stories.
                        I’ve been places you aint. or
                        She was a sweet piece.  or
                        It wasn’t me.  or

                        I don’t have
                        stories.  I’m like this one
                        guy they call him little
                        john cock being pretty
                        as a bantam rooster, copper
                        red and nickel small (I’ll give
                        him four cents.   I owe him
                        more) : listen

                        listen: first day I’m in
                        he sees I’m not Jesus on the water
                        but maybe I was in the boat once
                        and he circles and scratches
                        while I set bed clothes
                                    jumpers
                                    Velcro shoes
                        tips his jaw to hear
                                    the cat calls
                                    I see him spit
                                    and walk off
                                    for years

                        and watch from taller places
                        and we never once talked

                        but I never heard
                        that whistle again never once
                                    bent into the cliché
                                    ass, and I bet it’s him

                        I should tip my own jaw to.

                        No one ever tells me why
                        he’s in—just he got life
                        when his wife got killed 
                        on a snowy road
                                    and some kid got up
                                    and walked away, just
                                    fucking walked away.


                                    You believe that shit? 

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