After Jane Hirshfield's Spell to be Said Against Hatred
Until the Dramatis Personae of the book's first pages says 'Each one is you.'
Jane Hirshfield
Spells Against Hatred
what vessel would you be if you had to be
a vessel that would carry each and
all the stories living and dead beneath
the bone and sinew of your body your neighbor's
body the bone and sinew of strangers on paved
or unpaved roads rural or super highways or bullet
trains and their special tracks like the ones
in Japan that can and can't slow down
paradoxically in a vessel that takes them to
wherever their wherever is in a hurry such
as the California condor could never
comprehend? Would you be an animate
or inanimate vessel and then ambulatory or station
-ary until someone if they could if they wanted to
moved you which is to say are you the train
or are you her passengers or even are you her
just the right recipe of carbon and steel rods
and rails and roads? And of passengers are you
standing or sitting are your limbs loose or
keyed are your eyes and navel shut or or
halfway closed lazy or startled wide with surprise
or shock or deja vu wary? Or maybe you
would be the story of your choice in a stained
glass window in a cathedral or chapel again
your choice and you would be the colors
and you would be the lights (sun and altar
or stations of the cross candle) and too the leaded
solids between each broken mosaic's tesserae
and then be the eyes taking it all in and suddenly
blink and sting and turn off the voices reading
in your head and settle instead on the two
cruets of olive oil and wine respectively and watch
the slow air bubbles rise but not rise in
the acidic green and be too that chrism pressed
between their own olive wood Gethsemanes,
squeezed and squeezed into sweet agony of flesh
of pits of kisses of inexhaustible after inexhaustible
drop falling and caught on the thumb and rubbed
into the finger and lifted to hover while
the proper prayer is conjured and said above
the head of the almost blessed the almost (but O!
the tired limbs of the godmother) redeemed,
the almost free?
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